pang Artistang Artlet na ba? haha! More pictures?

finally, new hair cut! it's really not that noticable. but the heck. it's been long since i got a decent hairstyle that doesn't suck. AND nabawasan na naman ang splitends slash aika's biggest hair problem. anyways, those who've seen me today might not notice it but i'm super brokenhearted. wag nyo na itanong kung bakit, but i'm SO brokenhearted. i just smiled/laughed the day out pretending that nothing was wrong. and i'm pretty good at it ah. with the help of new haircut and butterfly earings. anyways part 2, nakasalubong ko nanaman si lui kanina sa ab gates. wala lang. sinigit lang. anyways part 3, nakita nanaman namin ni jenny si luanzon and vizcarra! hehe. maybe that's one of the things that cheered me up today. itchy!!! ever heard of the song 'Gloomy Sunday'? everyone daw who hears the song commits suicide and all. because they absorb daw the depression of the song, or something like that. really interesting. but i have no plan of killing myself, thank you. i love my life and i still have a palanca award to hold. nyaha!

yipi! MAY COMPUTER NA ANG FLAME OFFICE! i asked kuya gelo when did they (yes, there were 2 of them) arrived. and he said that last monday pa. cool. (sorry for the pix. madilim kasi yung lugar. haha!)

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rea took this photo this morning while we were waiting for the rest of the group for our reheasal for journ report. we were fooling around the digicam so, here's a sample. i don't wanna post the rests of my photos because i just looked plain stupid on it. hehe

the skirt(c/o clarisse) would create a harmony with the chuck sneakers and shades(c/o clarisse ulit) . don't forget the umbrella(c/o angela)! what do you think?harhar! punk version of maria clara, ey?(loc: lover's lane, ust)

*excess: i suddenlt thought of a story that would PERFECTLY match this photo. here goes.

maria clara is in the lover's lane, waiting for her, well, one true love to come. it's 12 noon and it's extremely hot that's why she's carrying an umbrella with her(that matches her skirt). the shades just a props so don't mind it.

then, when her one true love would not arrive today, she would just go directly to muziklaban at amoranto stadium. without the skirt, of course.

that was the longest week of my entire life! and this week proved me that i'm so damn lucky that i belonged to a class who actually help each other out in times of crisis (hindi nanlalaglag, ika nga ni ma'am tuble) and whenever hell showers catastrophe upon us. i so love you guys!i'm so proud of us! (you know, helping each other out at all means .. FRIENDSTER the great!) it's like i was so happy last monday. i was even smiling to myself and singing some cheesy love songs between classes( jenny could attest to that)! then all of a sudden, my world turned upside down. wala pa nga akong tulog! arg. talk about major mood switch. i won't tell it all in details. basta i consider this week a blessing(wahat???). kasi ba naman, who knows na we could really make a term paper, i mean 2 term papers, overnight? we though it was impossible. but we came marching inside the classroom with folders in our hands. proudly smiling at each other and saying "salamat sa inyong lahat! may term paper ako" although the term papers were not that, um, detailed, at least we proved na we could do it. that also proved na may unity sa classroom. and no egocentric bastard could change that. thank GOD!!! just visit ivan's page for the details. i'm dead tired na on recalling every single details. just wanna rest my head upon my pillows and have a very good night sleep. ---- the most senseless words i've heard this day(and the most irritating haha! peace!) aika: nakakaasar naman, di ko pa nakikita yung crush ko ngayong week na 'to dale: huh? hindi mo ba ako nakikita? hangin no? i can't believe that i'll be living 4 years of my life with this guy. pity me. ---- i bumped nga pala kay karen and kuya RJ this morning. i think kuya rj staying in ust has a huge effect on him. lalong nagmistulang adik yung tao. lakas ng amats kanina. pero i'm glad to see him again though. :p --- oh! hindi na ako updated sa UAAP!!! ano na kaya ang nangyayari???

okay, this post would not be that long. now, i would like to ask you guys a question. it is cheesy, but the hell i care. so here goes:

How do you know if he/she is the one?

sana sakyan nyo itong ka corny-han ko. :) thnkz in advance to those people who'll reply :)

a friend texted me a couple of days back: friend: ei aikz, marunong ka na mag drums? do you own a set? aika: nope, ke abu yun. and yeah! may alam akong 2 songs... track 17 ng pne at kandila ng sugarfree. friend: huh? eh wala namang drums yun ah... aika: that's my point --- today, i passed mcdo morayta for *i can't exactly remember* times and there was a huge poster of disney princesses. which reminds me of my fav disney princess, aurora(or rose or sleeping beauty). and one of the song in the said disney cartoon. here's a lyrics. astig Once upon a dream I know you I walked with you once upon a dream. I know you The gleam in your eyes is so familiar a gleam Yes, I know it's true that visions are seldom all they seem But if I know you, I know what you'll do You'll love me at once the way you did once upon a dream and then, my not so fav snow white(but i tell you, i've already watched gazillions of times! the dwarves were so cute!!!) Someday my prince will come Some day my prince will come Some day we'll meet again And away to his castle we'll go To be happy forever I know Some day when spring is here We'll find our love anew And the birds will sing And wedding bells will ring Some day when my dreams come true --- The day was so loaded but still, i felt so incomplete. there still something missing. i so damn hate guessing whatit is. argh. --- what would be the sweetest (well, one of the sweetest) thing a guy could do? he could have handed me 12 roses, 11 real and 1 fake and said, "I'll love you till the last one dies." that's sweet. :)

the biggest question:

does she really knows how to play it?

( or was she just holding the drum stick and smiling at the camera thinking she could decieve anyone who could see this photo?)

UST's SALINGGAWI ROCKS!!! THEY REALLY REALLY ROCKS!!! the much anticipated Non stop cheering competition has just been concluded! and guess what... UST won it's back to back to back championship! how cool was that!!! Bonn and i went to araneta at around 10am hoping we could purchase some tickets. nakapila kami for hours! i mean literally! i'm so damn glad that bonn was with me because a comrade of his was too kind to give us tickets. it was pretty cool 'coz while we were there waiting in the line, we gained some friends. one's a former dancer(feu. o diba, may interview session!) and another was a fella thomasian(a fresh philo major). and while we were in the line(i should call that 'close to forever' line), i saw some kuyas. feeling ko nga nakita ko na soulmate ko! (haha! just kidding). that's why i think that waiting there for hours was not that useless. as a matter of fact, i kinda enjoyed it. hehe the cheering per se was soooo cool! i really enjoyed it! jaypee and sherman were there to. but the ticket's already sold out so they didn't got the chance to see it live. poor fellas. so after the competition, i met up with them and have a little chitchat. i just remembered, while we were walking home, i was constantly telling bonn 'astig ng adamson, as in ang astig ng adamson, as in todo, astig ng adamson'. i was pertaining to my fav part of the cheering(although nothing beats the announcement of winners). it was one of adu's pyramids. i can't really describe it eh(it was like, the girl on top was raised very complicatedly) pero it was totally amazing. it looked so mahirap gawin but their pepsquad perform it perfectly. so frustrating that they didn't bag awards. but they gained my compliments.:) Finally, the school spirit's alive in me again.VIVA SANTO TOMAS!!! ----- yeah, world is so small. did i mention that i actually bumped on 3 of my former classmates. Vega, Paul and Jayson. Paul looks so weird. long haired na sya. reminds me of the beatles. i honestly suggested that he cuts his hair. mas bagay sa kanya ang kalbo. Althea was there too. with guess who. paolo and roy hubalde lang naman. it's really a good sign. nabawasan ang kaagaw ko kay marvin. nyehe! (kinwento sakin ni badang yung nawalang tickets sa cheering. we were supposed to go together kung di nawala yung tickets. patron pamandin. so sayang! damn those people...)

toni texted half an hour ago telling me that tickets will be available at the araneta on sunday!!! my hope's back! thank God!:) abu dropped by a couple of days back. i didn't blog it since i was really lazy thinking of him. kiddinG! he just makes me inggit of his parokya ni edgar's inuman session CD. and he DAW is in the cover. the problem is it's so dark that the faces of the audience are not visible at all! poor abu. talk about frustrated 'artista'! haha!!! AND ... sem break na nila(for one week, i think). and i'm here, thinking of my term paper!!! some guys have all the luck... he invited me to drop by his house next week. though i really am not sure if i can coz of some school stuff, but i wish i could. i miss his room. so much memory... hilarious memory... sa wakas, napanood ko na ang The Notebook. i watched it with jenny later this afternoon. nakakatouch. nakakaiyak. the story's kinda cliche na hindi. astig ng pagkakagawa. really glad i watched it! :) can't wait for the event on Sunday!!! -------------------------------------------- PS. i nearly forgot the major thing that happened to me this week. NAGKITA NA ULIT KAMI!!! ( don't ask who. basta) i don't know if i should be glad about it or not. it was really suprising since i didn't expect on seeing him again. i nearly bear in mind that i DON'T WANT to see him again. but our paths crossed once more. *i'm gonna stop now coz i'm beginning to sound more cheesy* i'll pray for him nalang siguro. for him to find his one true love ... (reminds me of noah and ali!!!)

HINDI AKO MAKAKAPANOOD NG CHEERING COMPETITION SA SUNDAY!!! reason: NO MORE TICKETS! argh! i was really looking forward for THIS cheering competition. although i watched last year's, this year's different, coz i so wanted to feel the school spirit! i almost lost it in the men's basketball. here's my reasons why I would be glad to PROUDLY walk wearing anything that has a UST logo/name on it on Sunday. a. loyal talaga ako sa school(yah, bagong buhay na 'o!) b. we have a better chance of winning. way better. c. um... repeat nalang letter C. way way way better. Hope Salinggawi will win it's back to back to back championship. i heard that this year's theme is HIP-HOP or something. *nananawagan po ako sa mga mababait ang damdamin na may extra tickets jan. or yung may tickets na tapos bigla kayong iniwan ng ka date nyo sa sunday kasi gagawa ng term paper sa philo na kailangan iproritize kasi mas importante sa cheering yun ... i'm so damn desperate!!! bakit bigla kong na miss si dale... dahil ba ala akong naasar nung PE?

blogging again! i'm so damn busy about my philo paper. and at last, I AM GOING SOMEWHERE! i gave myself a deadline so i'm planning to finalize it all on saturday. besides, my paper's really going somewhere na! (only half an hour ago, i don't know where to get my thoughts!) this particular idea just popped up my mind while i was browsing my handouts. sarap huminga. anyways, i met up with marjorie this afternoon at 4. she introduced me to her boyfriend, gino and talked about stuffs. then jayson came and added a little spice in my day. it's been so long since i saw this dude! we were supposed to invite sylvis but, according to marj, he's sick daw. poor fella i last texted him a couple of months ago and invited me for a little reunion. but i'm also busy then and our sched didn't matched up. I'm so happy to see my friends again. mag vi-videoke pa sana kami but i excused my self coz i have to study pa for our history quiz. that's why we decided to go home nalang. and miraculously, Jayson paid for my fare!!!haha! that seldom happens, you know... anyways part two ... have you watched the video by parokya ni egdar feat jay of kamikazee (OKATOKAT). really cool! that was what abu's talking about. the inuman session where they were filmed while eating and drinking and singing and all that. he was somewhere in the background so watch out for it. they were planning daw to release the video collection on December. pero may nilabas na daw ngayon na ewan. ang labo kasi katext ni abu! hehe. anyways part three... cheering competition is already on Sunday! yippe! can't wait!!!

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it's officially 2:20 in the morning and obviously, i'm still online! insomniattack! maybe i'm already used to the 'i'll-wake-up-at-1:30-in-the-morning-and-start-studying-for-the-day's-lesson' routine. i can't really sleep. so i decided to stand up and just start typing my Philo paper. i can't work the paper/border count out! its getting na into my nerve. (friendster alert: may testi na sakin si kuya rj! bakla ka na talaga kuya...) anyways, we just grabbed(semi literally. haha!) a copy of varsitarian this afternoon. cool! espana river at front page! i was hitted directly in the face by this saying

"writing is always a personal matter - a true writer toils without concern for an immediate audience or accolade." - de veyra

what's wrong with me! the last piece i've written turned out to be a trash. or so i thought.

i enjoyed writing articles so much (samples) that's why i took up journ. but all these college freshmen jinx' killing me! i have no time for writing anymore (this journal is the only thing that keeps me running). yeah, i've LOADS of paper works. but personal essay ... the last article i've ever written was about ... um ... i can't remember! was it before i graduated highschool? i'm so doomed!

anyways, that poem i'm refering to (the 'trash') apparently gained some fans. oh, cancel the 's'. a fan.

a couple of days ago, an individual PM me in friendster telling me that she'd read the said poem. and apparently, she enjoyed it. but i still think it's a crap. and added me sa friendster.

as of now, compliment's what i really needed for me to write on. and i SO thank god for giving it to me. i'll take that as a sign. :)

i should sleep na! seriously. my eyes's hurting again. nytie ... errr... morning!