Weird day...

THIS IS OFFICIALLY THE WEIRDEST DAY OF MY LIFE! Ok, there's really an issue about me and trusting people. It's really hard for me to trust someone I barely knew. (Kaya pag nagtiwala ako sa iyo ng hindi pa kita masyadong kilala, or vise versa, swerte mo) I was studying a couple of hours ago and then there was a message on my phone. I was a bit surprised by the conversation. Here it is. Walang labis, walang kulang... Guy: Ellow... ako c ******... kla2 m0 prin ak0... ung english speaking tga nazareth skul?... Ako: Yah! Ikaw ung ka locker ni ****** dati diba?:) Guy:Oo...musta ka na? Ako: ayuz naman. Natatandaan mo pa ako? Diba graduating ka na? Guy:Oo naman... yah! Mg gra2duate na ak0...kinakabhan nga... Ako:Kaya mo yan! San mo balak mag college? Guy: Blak ko sna ust, mapua, san beda, or maybe feu... kaw?... san ka ng aaral?... anong course?... Ako: Sa UST ako ngayon, AB Journalism. Ano naman balak mong kunin na course? Guy:Ang 1st choice ko, Electronic Communication Engeneering and 2nd Nursing and 3rd HRM... Ako:Nice, ayus yan. Goodluck ah! Inform kita pagka naglabas na ng ustet. May review kayo para sa entrance exams? Guy:Thanx.. Oo..evry sat. ngkaron b kyo nun nong 4th yr ka pa?... Ako:Yup!Atendan mo yun. Medyo useful naman sya. Sige, regards kina Em-Em. Guy:Kumain ka na ba? Ako:Yup, tapos na. Kaw? :) GUy: oo kanina pa...ano gwa mo?... Ako:nagusulat ng journal. hehe. Kaw? Guy: Wla nkahga... my psok ka ba bkas?... Ako:Yup yup. Panget nga sked ko 20m! *state my sched* Guy:Umuwi ka b sainyo?... msya b college lyf?... Ako:Malamang umuwi ako kasi 4 hours ung break ko.Masaya sya, sobrang astig, kaya lang nakakapagod, pero sanayan lang .:) Guy: Prang b high skul lyf?... Ako:sa hs kasi, medyo madali dali ng onti. Kahit di ka nagaaral, papasa ka padin. Sa college, kahit nagaaral ka, patayan padin sa grades. Pero masaya kasi madami kang makikilala. Astig :) Guy:Ah ok... Ako:um... san u nga pla nakuha ung number q? Guy: Ky *name ng ka share ng locker*... kc gs2 ko msta kyo... Ako:Ah, ic. Guy:Dba ako naka2istorbo sa gnagwa mo journal?... Ako:D naman. Ayus nga eh, para may pumapasok sa utak q. Ahehehe :) Guy:may bf ka na b?... Ako:Ha?Bat u naman natanung? Guy: la lng... Ako:*at this point, di na ako nagreply. In doubt na ako...* Guy: Gud nyt... my psok p ako 2om... gud nyt sweet dreams... Ako:nyt nyt.:) I'm not saying na I don't believe him. Pero nag-alinlangan ako sa last part. Plus it was really a suprise na itext nya ako. We were never that close. Hindi nga namamansin yan, unless, kausapin ko. Weird no? I'm not saying that it's impossible na mangamusta sya. But it's so not him... Kung sya talaga yun, ok, what's up with you texting me? Salamat at nakaalala ka. Kung hindi sya yun, bat mo naman ginamit yun pangalan nung bata? I told you I have a MAJOR TRUSTING PROBLEM. Help, anyone? ------------- Why was everyone asking me kung may boyfriend na ako? I was chatting with Dexter a couple of minutes ago and he asked me the 'big question'. I jokingly answered I am still working on it. Ang lagay eh sa ganda ko daw bang ito, bat daw wala pa akong boyriend! Hay, Dexter never failed to make me smile :) ------------- There's a psycho (nakanang! nalamangan si Hershey!) na nanggugulo sa yM ko. The user name's jopay4forever. And he/she was telling me stuff. I knew him/her, obviously. Sobrang dami nyang nalalaman tungkol sa akin. Kilala nya sina Hershey, he called Din Deanna, he knew Jeffery(wtf!)! But he didn't know my bro's and sis' names, as well as my mom's. May clue na ako kung sino sya eh. Grrr Kung sino ka man, nalamangan mo si Hershey sa pagiging psychotic. Kaya lang, research mo name ng kuya at nanay ko. Denver is Dex' bro's name, not mine :) ------------- E-LEAP! WAHAHAHA

I'm back! I'm alive again! After 3 days of struggling for my health, I made it! I'm ALIVE!I'm OK! :) I don't wanna tell it all in details. Just read my previous post and repeat that 3 times. That's exactly what happened to me. Masamang alalahanin. (And besides, there's nothing else to say 'coz I was asleep the whole weekend! Almost literally.) Oh! Oh! May nadagdag pala sa paghihirap ko nun, I lost my appetite. To the point na natatakot na talaga ako. Coz I was really really hungry (my tummy told me), pero ayaw ipasok nung katawan ko yung pagkain. Lalo na yung liquid intakes ko(malalamig). I was threwing up everything cold. Nakakatakot talaga. *kaya kayong mga bata, wag sana tayong gagaya kay Ate Aika na lolokohin si Dale pag nawala ang cellphone ng nahuli, at siguradong ipapakulam kayo nito!*

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This day went fab. I saw Jemal(nakanang! Ang kulit talaga ng buhok nun! Na miss ko tuloy ang kanyang Pantene-commercial-worthy hair). I saw them(wahaha). And *name here* thought today was my birthday. Thank you very much.

It rained. I'll consider that a great blessing. God is good.:)

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Check this out! I hate myself for missing that issue. Cool. Kuya Gelo and Atom Araullo my labs together in one page. Ako lang ba ang nakapansin na magkahawig sila? Marami ding nag sasabi na kamukha ni Champ(Hale) si Atom my labs, ibig sabihin ba noon na kamukha ni Champ si Kuya Gelo? Ikaw ang humusga... :)

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HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, DADDY!!!

(AND MY LOLOS AND TITOS. tsaka sa lahat na ng ama!)

May sakit ako! hindi sakit na 'hilo na kailangan lang ihiga' or sakit na dahil sa mata. I was really really sick! Di ko lang alam kung anong temperature ko, pero ayaw ko ng magkasakit ng ganun uli sa talang buhay ko! Pagkauwi ko kasi sa bahay, kumain lang ako tapos nagpahinga. Tapos yun, bigla biglang sumama ang pakiramdam ko! Siguro kasi sobrang init sa labas. Yung tipong galing kami sa aircon, tapos sasalubungin ka ng haring araw! AKALA KO BA TAGULAN NA!? Yung parang naglalabas yung katawan ko ng init, tapos parang yung mata ko, mainit din tapos yun hininga pa, sobrang mainit din. Ganun. Akala ko naman, 1st day jinx lang kaya itinulog ko nalang. HALA! Pagkagising ko, muntikan na ako maiyak sa sama ng pakiramdam ko! Lalong lumala! Ultimo nga pagtetext, di ko magawa! Ganun kalala. Uminom naman ako ng dalawang advil at dalawang biogesic. Wa epek! Gusto yata ako patayin ng virus sa katawan ko! I was thinking na magabsent kinabukasan(ngayon yun), kaya lang may quiz kami sa Comp100. I can't miss that, sayang. So, ang ginawa ko, as in natulog ako magdamag to, at least, ease the pain. Hindi naman ako nahirapan sa pagtulog, nahirapan ako sa pag gising. Promise, Dale, di na kita aawayin. Wag mo na din ako kukulamin ah! Sa mga di nakakaalam, di naman ako sakitin na tao. Di naman ako kumakain ng healthy pero sobrang taas ng resistensya ko. Kaya nagulat ako kahapon ng biglang sumama yung pakiramdam ko. And init init pero nag shishiver ako! Nakakatakot talaga!Is my body backfiring na? Wag naman sana, I'm too young for that. ------ Nung bumuti buti na yung pakiramdam ko, nagreview pa ako sa Comp100. Kaya nga mga alas dose na ako nakatulog. Hiniram ko yung libro ni Janet at binrowse ko lang. Inisip ko, para kahit mamamatay muna ako bago makapasok sa klase, at least may chance ako na masagutan yung mga tanong. Pagkatapos ko magreview, tumingin ako sa course syllabus, mali pala ang nareview ko. At hindi lang yan, di din natuloy ang exam. Ok, meron akong excuse ngayon sa katangahan ko!:) ------ Iniisip kong mag bagong buhay na. As in magpapakatino na ako. In what term? Gusto kong basahin ang I Kissed Dating Goodbye ni Josh Harris. Interesado ako. :) (may kopya si kuya, at hindi ko alam how on earth sa nagkaroon nun!)

1ST DAY OF SCHOOL! Woohoo! My head hurts like hell. I again showcased everyone my clumsyness. Nadagdagan nanaman ang sugat ko sa tuhod. I missed Jemal today. I completely made a fool of myself in front of my crush. I nearly died crossing the street. I nearly lose my wallet back at Recto. And the worst thing that could happen to me, I missed my favorite TV show. Argh. Well, the 1st half of the day was near-to-perfect. Pagpasok palang namin sa classroom, happy happy joy joy na. We made up for the stories missed told. It was really fun 'coz I miss my mates slash friends so much that I wanted to hug them all! (well, I hugged a few of them of course. Ralph and Val were the lucky ones. hehe). Oh, i most especially missed Hershey and Jenny, since I never saw them anytime last summer*sarcastic tone*. It was really really fun, you know, fooling around with the taong likod. There were some few new faces. Cool. :) I hope i'll get to know them all. Mukha naman silang mababait*wink* *warning: really childish post ahead* And, remember, I stressed near-to-perfect. Hay nako. I was so stupid na hindi pansinin ang crush ko! Nakakaasar talaga! Well, it was not my fault. Summer passed and people changed. I mean, literally. Naiba talaga yung itsura nya at hindi ko sya nakilala. Jen, my crush, a friend na kilala si crush and I were at our way to the east wing of the building. Tapos my friend was talking to him. Sinisiko ako ni Jen and I knew she was telling me something. I was shouting pa 'Ha?Ano yun?'. I really knew she was telling me something. Tapos, medyo nauna sya sa paglalakad then he faced us while walking(napipicture out nyo ba? Bale, naglalaakd sya patalikod kasi kausap nya si friend). He was really talking at hindi ko sya pinapansin kasi he was talking to my friend. I didn't wanna listen to their conversation anyway. I was looking at Jenny at pagkatingin ko sa kanya(kay crush), he was looking at me (with that fantastic smile) ! And worst, he was talking! I tried to avoid his stares by looking at Jenny, pero pag tingin ko ulit sa kanya, nakatingin pa rin sya sakin(and he was still smiling! *sigh* that smile...) , and he was still talking. I was like 'Bat ba nakatingin sa akin 'to? Ako ba kinakausap nito? Impossible eh, kasi di naman nya ako kilala at di ko sya kilala, pero in fairness, kuya. *winkwink*' It irritated me talaga kasi nga I hate people i don't know staring at me. That's why i avoided his looks talaga. Nung nasa dulo na kami ng wing, someone shouted his name. At 1st, it didn't register in my system. I was like 'teka, pamilyar yung pangalan ah, sino nga ba yun?' then he suddenly disappered with my friend(bumaba ata ng stairs). Vangge was sitting near the stairs, with that meaningFUL smile, looking at me. At 1st, I was trying to process what that smile could mean, then BANG! I remembered the name. I remembered my 2nd semester in college. I remember the boy!*corney talaga!* Tapos sabi sa akin ni Vangge 'oh aika si *his name here* oh'. Then I was really really thinking blankly. It was my opportunity to let him hear my voice and I blew it! Tapos, Jenny told me that she's been trying to tell me that, kaya nga nya ako sinisiko. I knew it! She was telling me someting. Nakakahiya! Ano kaya inisip nun? Maybe, he was telling himself how snob I was! ARGH! Promise, hindi ako snob! Shy type lang ako. Hehehe :) O well, that was my misadventure for the day. Aside from that (and the events in the 1st paragraph) this day was a blast. 1st DAY FUNK! ------------------- I suddenly found Chad Micheal Murry really cute. But hey! I'm not the only one!:) He stars at Gilmore Girls, One Tree Hill, Cinderella Story(with Hillary Duff), and House of Wax. Wala lang, I just wanted to post his photo here. Para naman malagyan ng buhay ang site kahit papaano. HAHA!:) (Photo source: Yahoo.com) Cheers, people!:) ------------------------------------

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOM! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!:)

* as well as ANGELO CARLO FABIAN. HAppy Birthday! *wink wink*

Nice, I only have ONE more day left on my vacation! Hurray! School, here I come! Crap it! I just erased all my files in a recordable CD! Ahhh! ALL the photos and files... GONE! I cannot get any more clumsier and stupider than that!Sayang lahat ng files! AAAHHH! I hate myself for always doing that! Now I remember every photo that I erased in my digicam. Gig photos! SAYANG!!!*mad at myself* If you are not like me, and you are aware of the Philippine government's problem right now (the alleged cheating in the 2004 election), you'd probably be debating with someone else whether Samuel Ong is for real or otherwise. (I won't elaborate what happend. Do your research coz I didn't do mine. Hehe. It's all over the news anyway.) What do you think? Do you think it was all a hoax to destroy the present government? It's totally driving me insane. No seriously, I hate politics so much coz it cound't get any more crazier (or so i thought). We don't know who's telling the truth and who's fooling THE WHOLE COUNTRY (Goodness, can you imagine that! They are faking the whole Philipines! How could they sleep tight at night?) Argh! Selfish *bleep bleep.foul words omitted for those children who are reading this post. Oh, are there any?* To sum it all up, the people are the ones in between sides.... again. Economy's going down. Bad effect. Now, who could talk to the phone with much confidence that they are not being wire tapped? Ok, the truth MUST be revealed. Then what? Everyone's buzzing about PGMA's resignation.But, who do they want to take over Palace anyway? After, if ever, PGMA became a former-PGMA, then what? Will there be enough food for all? Will education be finally granted to those in need of it? Will there be no more unfair taxi drivers? Sometimes, the truth ain't enough. Sometimes, we need a very much worthy president and a well-driven people/community too. Oh yeah, that would be a great formula for a great country. (but I guess, our country is lacking of a little bit of both) I soooo hate politics! Especially the Philippines'. Well, you can't blame me.

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I would like to invite you guys to Gab Cheekee's Yahoo Group. It's owned by a good friend Abu and I'm just doing him a favor by posting it on this blog. Actually, I am planning of charging him some bucks, but because he is a friend and he is my bro and he was my 'bro' (haha! akin nalang ibig sabihin nun!), I'd rather not to. HAHAHA.Just kidding. Eitherways, join the group if you think Parokya ni Edgar's Gab Cheekee's a fab guitarist/ song write/ singer. I do. :) *my one and only, one and only you....*

Hair Cut Trip

1st of all, I would like to greet my very very good friend MARIA KAREN C. MANUEL an 18th BIRTHDAY!!! woohoo! Maligayang bati! :) I want a hair cut. I told my mom that I wanted a haircut badly but she told me wag nalang kasi sayang. Mahaba na daw kasi yung buhok ko. Uh. That's the point in cutting the hair. Kasi mahaba kaya puputulan na. Pero I saw her point na rin. On our household, I'm the only one with a long locks. Oh, my brother's hair is long din pala, according the boys' hair standard. And I had to admit, keeping a long hair needs a lot of caring. Or maybe not. That's why I decided to color nalang my hair. Medyo nakakaboring na kasi.... kinulayan ko sya ng black!(My hair's original color is brown.) I didn't color it from root to tip. Nakakatakot kasi. I dunno, I love styling my hair but I hate killing it(hindi nga ako gumagamit ng gel or blowdrier or anything. shampoo lang at conditioner). Yung sa may tip lang ang kinulayan ko. Para at least, if anything goes wrong, may option ako na putulin nalang(an omen, i suppose). I'm not sticking to the 'just black'. To add some funk *pNe's 1st day funk playing on the background*, i decided na kulayan pa ng ibang kulay... pero di ko pa alam kung ano... I'm still on the process of deciding. *di kaya masira ang buhok ko? It would be my worst nightmare! wahahaah!* ------------------------- I have a very very BAD case of cold!That's why I have a major problem sleeping, as if naman I don't have any(i'm talking about insomnia). Akala ko, mabibisita ko si Jel this weekend. Eh dahil sa may sakit ako, maybe I'll pass. I don't wanna take the risk, baka mahawa yung bata:) ------------------------- Darn it! I messed up with the html of my profile page. I had to work on it the whole day! just finished working on it... check them out if you please.:) _________________ You know naman the evolution of Friendster. Whenever someone's birthday's coming up, his/her picture would show up and display a cake below him/her. I saw the twin sister of Carlo. Birthday's on June 15. Then, I wondered for about half a minute, kailan nga pala ang birthday ni Carlo? Hay nako Aika, ano ng nangyayari sa iyo...!? * I would like to thank the people na nagpopost sa tag board ko. As you can see, I am still having a problem about it, despite Kuya EJ's tutorial on cookies. hehe:) Just wanna let you guys know na nababasa ko ang mga tags nyo (i'm online everyday, anyway) and i make it a point na magreply sa kanya kanya ninyong blogs/email addresses. Love my visitors, kahit yung iba eh tinutukan ko lang ng baril para bumisita. Sorry at hindi ko kayo narereplyan dito:)

Pasukan na sila

Argh! Both my siblings have classes na tomorrow! Pati si AM din! (He's an incoming grade 1 at my previous school). And tomorrow, THE COMPUTER IS ALL MINE! Buwahahaha! But honestly, I wanted to go to school na! (I'm such a geek!). Aside from the allowance (that's a big part of it), I want to keep myself busy. I hate it when I'm bored. I so wanted to learn new stuff!(parang totoo ah!) Anyways, I recontructed FansclubniBarney and OnHibernation. I did it all in one day! WOW! Imagine my boredom! Please do drop by if you have time. And leave me a mark and tell me what you think. Thanks!:) I'm so proud to tell nga pala na at least I did something productive this summer! I did! I did! Iaught myself how to play Hale's Broken Sonnet at the guitar. And mind you, it's not just any strumming-strumming stunt! I can pluck it! Woohoo! I'm such a geek. *pero, hindi pa ako nakakarating sa chorus. yung intro slash verses slash prechorus palang ako. Hehe!:)

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Nilaunch na ang Pinoy Book Reviews (Para sa Pinoy na ma-book). EiC nito si Ate Angela. Dali na, daan na kayo. Astig sya, pramis :) TAG-ULAN NA! Sarap na matulog pag gabi!!!:D Take care everyone!

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Woho! we just finished our enrollment hours back!BOO YAH! SECOND YEAR NAKAMI!!! BOO YAH! My day started at around 9 am. Pretty early for a sleep slut like me ei? I guess I was pretty excited to see my classmates/friends again. My mom, my sis and I 1st stopped at RCBC Morayta to withdraw some cash. Or something like that. We left home at around 10 am and it took us ages before we left the said bank. But it was OK since it was cool inside and the sun's shining with rage outside. I'd rather stay inside. Pero magkikita kita kasi kami ng 11:30am sa school, so I decided not to stay. And be in a hurry Tapos we went to Banco De Oro to... um... withdraw some cash(ARGH! SO MUCH MONEY! SO LITTLE TIME!). It took us another set of ages! It was already 11:30 and I was still inside the bank! My mom's hyterical too. I heard her told the lady in the desk(I don't know exactly what to call the desk..maybe the wealthy desk!) to hurry up coz her daughter needed to enroll pa at 11:30. Finally. Everything was settled.I have the money na to enroll me We departed ways since pupunta pa sila sa Quiapo. I took the Morayta route to Espana... alone... ALONE (in addition to that, I walked) I mean, I got 32,000Php cash and 15,000 worth of cellular phone on my bag and you expected me to walk in that place ALONE!(no offense meant, pero dun kasi ako nawalan ng wallet. That's why I am pretty hyterical. Ok lang kung kaluluwa ko lang yung dala ko no! Eh nandun yung pera at cellphone na pinaghirapan ng magulang ko!Panu kung nawala yun, diba diba diba?) As I was saying, I was practically running. Partly because of what's inside my bag, partly because I wanted to see na my friends and I was late, and partly because it was SO hot! I took the jeepney ( I made sure it was not that crowded). Ok naman yung 1 minute bihaye that costed my 5 bucks. The whole enrollment was HOT but fun coz my friends were there. Sa labas lang ng seminary gym magulo, pero pagdating sa loob, well organized na. We were not complaining about the lines and there was no 'Ano ba yan! kanina pa kami nakapila ah!'. Woohoo! We finished at around 2:00pm, i think. I lost track of time talaga. I was happy to pay the cash so much coz I wanted it out of my hand. Good! Now I ONLY have my cellphone na lang to give if ever anyone declares a hold-up! We were not reshuffled. You see, our past professors were warning us that there would be some major reshuffling of sections. We were reshuffled alright. Di na kami jrn2... 2JRN1 na kami! The sections changed. But I think, not the class list. But it was really weird na nahiwalay si Carmela. Kakaasar. Sayang. Room 201 na din kami. Wala ng Multimedia sa room. Malayo na sa CR na girls. Kahoy na ang chairs. Medyo di na kumportable sa room. O well, you can't have them all...:) Hay, long tiring day. But it was fun. Real fun. I can't wait until the 1st day of classes PS. Hindi na lilipat si Hershey. PAGKATAPOS MAGDRAMA NI JAYPEE AT CHARTS??? Haha! I was suprised to saw her falling in line na naka uniform. I though that she was just kidding around. The rest was history (lagot ka kay Toni!). Hehe PS2. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATHANIEL MELICAN!Woohoo PS3. I took basketball as my 3rd PE. WHAT DA??? BASKETBALL??? I don't know if I'll last. I don't even know how to dribble!I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW THE GAME WORKS! I just love watching cute rosters playing it, but i never imagined myself shooting hoops. I'm scared. Really.Wish me all the luck!:)