Got this sa friendster. Haba no? grrrrrrrrrrr.... badtrip, ngaun ko lng nalaman na4/7 judges #1 ang UP at 2/7 lang ang USTe, 1 sa DLSU... tapos ung judge from USTe which was a member of the Salinggawi dans troupe gave UP only50% para mahila ng todo ang score ng UP... UP, FEUand AdU already filed complaints..." -from athread in PEYUPS. .. for those who watched live ang hangarin dito ay hindi bawiin ang pagkapanalong ust, ngunit mailantad lang na may kalokohang nangyari sa scoring nitong particular judge na ito. ang nasa limelight ngayon ay ang judge from ust na si JOSHUA PAGTALUNAN credentials: whiplashdancer, former member of SDT uhm..please don't say na sila ang d royal, pontifical, catholic university.dahil anong moral standards ang inu-uphold ng school na ito kung produkto nila ay isang tulad niya na hindi ma-set aside ang kanyang personal bias against other schools at dinaya ang mga scores. (kaya please ung mga hirit from other forums. humarap muna kayo sa salamin ng slight.) bagay siya sa nangyayari ngayon sa pulitika ng pilipinas dahil pati ba naman cheering competitionay pinulitika niya! nakakahiya ka!! sinira mo ang kredibilidad ng cheering competition, binastos mo ang UAAP institution, at sinira mo ang spirit ng sportsmanship at camaraderie ng mga lumalahok sa competition na ito. dahil sa ginawa mo, dinamay mo ang buong ust. dahil sa ginawa mo ay galit ang ibang schools sa school niyo. matakot ka! matakot ka sa ginawa mong kalokohan. sapat ng sabihin na hindi mababawi ang pagkapanalo ng ust ngunit hindi mo na rin mababawi ang nagawa mo.humarap ka sa gawi at mga taga-ust at magpaliwanag ka!!! if i were from ust, tanungin niyo na lang siya. hindi ang nestle cheer ang nagpapanalo sa ust! Why? note that SEPARATE ang scoring ng school cheer sa nestle part. so WALANG EFFECT AT HINDI MAHAHATAK ng nestle niyo ang school cheer score niyo!! kaya eventhough you ended it wid a bang, as you say you did, your school cheer part was still a flat,boring routine, pero o nga pala, malinis. compare niyo sa mga choreography this year from other schools at i-compare niyo na rin sa choreography niyo during the previous years. The excitement was not there anymore and it was palpable. hindi na siguro makaisip kasi last year- parang inulit yunroutine. ngayon trying to be different, naging flat. In addition to that, walang 1pt deduction sa pyramids ang UP dahil nga 5 ang pyramids nila.Dats all thank you! Kaya isip muna tayo lahat mgaf riends kung paano nanalo ang hindi naman dapat nanalo. Hindi nanalo ang ust dahil sa nestle.. at mas lalo ng hindi dahil sa school cheer. Nanalo sila dahil kay JOSHUA PAGTALUNAN. Dats all salamat!!! *NOTE: this article was just copied from previous posts....so if you happen to have corrections and reactions...you are free to do so... thats all...enwei..this is a free country. Of course it was answered by an article entitled The Glory of Winning and the Agony of Losing available in ustexchange.com. I won a second prize (yeah, PM!) in a very prestigious literary contest that I've been dreaming of ever since I was in my second year in highschool. I didn't win the first prize but i didn't f*cking care! The point is, I WON! I was one of the three who was SO LUCKY and won the prize(in my category)! I have nothing against the 1st prize winner (and close na kami nung 3rd). Hindi ko sya siniraan. I didn't tell everyone that the 1st prize winner was an alien from the outer space who came here to rule the world and it's so unfair the she won because she's not a Filipina. If there's one thing that I learned in my English class that became really essential to me, It's Albert Camus' The Myth of Sisyphus. Dude, ALL IS WELL. (I believe that that's the secret to happiness) I remembered a classmate in our basketball class that totally pissed me off. He kept on insisting that their team won (our team officiated) the game and the shot that he made was supposed to be counted. It was a run for the first place (i think). But he made the shot after the time ended. Meaning, hindi na talaga counted. Then he still insisted that we didn't warn him na wala ng time. We were like ' Huh? Sumisigaw na nga kami na tapos na yung oras eh'. We could have accepted our faults if he didn't really hear our warning. Pero narinig kasi ng mga team mates nya, as well as his opponents. Everyone stopped playing but he was still running all by himself. Tapos ang lakas pa ng loob nyang magreklamo. How stupid was that. Kung sakin lang, buti nga nakapasok sila sa top 4. There were five teams and my team was at the bottom! That only proved that NO ONE CAN REALLY BE CONTENTED IN WHAT THEY HAVE. CRAB MENTALITY, ANYONE? That sucks. Do you think they would be happy with their life in that kind of attitude? I don't think so. "Don't hate the player. Hate the game." Nah. I love the game. So hate the players. WHAT THE F*** IS WRONG IN BEING NUMBER TWO??? (I should know.*wink*)

I have nothing against the whole UP community. I have a lot of friends in UP and I love and respect them as much as I love and respect...um... my books* (ha?). But still. you can't really avoid those people who will find flaws in competition sych as the UAAP Cheering competition. But still, hindi lahat ng taga UP eh ganon. The same way na hindi lahat ng taga -UST, marunong magsayaw(ouch).

*note: I LOVE MY BOOKS! Period.

(I'm not making any sense, am I?)

Balut, anyone? Have you guys tried eating balut? You know, the partially developed duck eggs that some reality-based shows keep on feeding their contestants? It is a popular Filipino 'pulutan' and it is not gross. I don't know what's wrong with them and the food. I totally enjoy eating it! Haha! I'm weird. Maybe because I grew up eating it and it is in my Filipino culture. Or maybe because of the old man shouting 'BALUUUUUUT, BALUUUUUT' in the middle of the night, every night since I was born. I think it's the latter :) The problem with them is that they imagine the food as really really disgusting. That's pretty wrong. Mind over matter lang yan. You might tell me, 'easy for you to say!', but, it IS really easy for me to say! Maybe they cooked it the wrong way. Maybe they undercooked it. If you really want to know how to prepare an oh-so-good balut, ask my mom! It's not really disgusting. As a matter of fact, it's really tasty! But of course, I noticed that they were eating it the wrong way. They were like eating it all in one bite (or two or three, maybe). They should: *** eat the part one-by-one. To savor the flavor, kung baga. *** first, they must sip the 'sabaw'. It usually tastes pretty good, especially when warm. *** then, the yellow part. I think, it's the yolk. This is my favorite part because of it's distinct taste (in a positive sense). They really must enjoy this part. *** then there was this hard thingy on it. It's edible, but hard. Para syang buto. But if they are lucky enough, they can have a a 'softer' version. *** then the part i like least, the embryo. I would enjoy the 'not yet developed' ones. But, there's really no problem in eating then, unless of course if they are pro-life. If anything else fails, let your younger sister/older brother to eat them:) *** it is best to eat a balut with salt and when it's still warm. Bon Appetite! ok, next time, i'll teach you guys how to eat One Day Old!(a literal one day old chick sold at every fishball stand) Yummy!:)

Ladies and gents, meet my babies: my brand new pair of ChuckTaylor.Pretty ei? Dale, Jen , Vangge and I went to SM North EDSA this afternoon. Vangge was supposed to buy her shoes and Jen, her yellow shirt for tomorrow's event. The two dragged me along, and Dale went with us. Yes, those pretty chucks are the fruits of my award money. I hate to say this, but I didn't like the feeling of spending my own cash. It was dreadful! For all you know, I have been spending my own money for apparel and shoes ever since... never! I have parents for that. (I usually pay for my 'other' stuff. Like bags and books and cd's and... you get the picture) But I have no regrets whatsoever. I've been eyeing for this pair for months now, and this is really an early christmas gift for myself(or a very very very late birthday present. Whatever). Anyways, I also grabbed an AUTOMATIC PAYONG(hurray!). I'm SO happy!:) Finally! after a lot of thinking! Imagine that! An automatic umbrella. It took me a whole lot of time to think it over. I mean, it was the biggest decision i have yet... buying an umbrella. Dream come true. (Well actually, it was Jenny's dream. Don't ask. Hehe :P) I just can't get over my pair... and the umbrella of course.:) ****************** Vangge, Dale and I were on our way home. We rode a jeepney going back to UST. Here's the picture. Kaskasero ang driver. Period. I thought that it was my last trip ever. It was like a trip to hell! Riding that jeepney is like... going to Enchanted Kingdom (and riding all the rides). Plus, the road then was really really slippery! So, you'll have to decide where you wanna end up: your destination or the hospital. I honestly thought I was going to die. Pasaherong isa: Ma' para po, sa tabi lang Driver:*drive drive* Dale, Vangge, Aika: *nakahawak nang mahigpit* Aika:*mamamatay na ba ako?* Pasaherong isa: "Ma' para po!" Dale, Vangge, Aika: *nakahawak parin nang mahigpit* Aika:*mamamatay na ba talaga ako?* Pasaherong isa:" MA'! PARA PO!!!" Driver: SANDALI LANG! AND DAMI DAMING BUS! ANG LALAKI NYAN! PAG TINABI KO YAN, MAMAMATAY TAYONG LAHAT" Vangge: *pabulong: manong, sa bilis nyong magmaneho, mamamatay nga tayo* Aika: * Shet. Mamamatay na nga ako*

Argh! What is *bleep bleep* wrong with my *bleep bleep* internet connection! We are paying lots of *bleep bleep* bucks for a fast connection and this is what we get? A *bleep bleep* slow internet connection?! DIAL UPs ARE SO MUCH FASTER! What the *bleep* is wrong? Would you *bleep bleep* believe that it took me 5 *bleep bleep* hours just to open my *bleep bleep* email account?! Argh! I can't even open my own *bleep bleep* weblog! And worst, I can't access the *bleep bleep* Pinoy Big Brother website! I'm missing a lot! I love that show.(huh?) I'm really pissed off. And it takes a lot to piss me off. Slow internet connections are one of them. * just replace the 'bleep bleep' with any cuss word that suits your will. So much for that. The day is too pretty to spoil. *** OMG. Just finished watching PBB. Kawawa naman si Jenny. Naiyak ako, pramis (you crybaby!). A very very bad timing for a father to be hospitalized. Tsk tsk tsk. Now I know what the PB subtitle really means. Ang tunay na teleserye ng buhay...or something like that. *** Writers are not supposed to end up with another writer, or so I was always told. One should fall in love with the language and words but not the face behind it. Or else they will both die of starvation. I think that's bull. *** Anyway, visit my new site. I plan to write on it in Filipino. Although I haven't started writing on it yet, visit it anyway *big grin* (Thanks kay Kuya Ederic!) It's entitled Project: Tapsilog. I know. The. Title. Sucks.

I would like to congratulate my classmate slash our Ms. 2Jrn1 Charity Dumpit for making it to the finals for kABog (a singing contest sa AB-UST)! Way to go girl! Let us support her on the 30th (finals). I tell you guys, she's really really really (did i say really) good on her stuff. Go Charity!:D *dapat sasali kami ni Shake. Kaya lang, mas appropriate kami sa sABog.

*Words of caution: One hell of a cheesy entry coming up. "I've been in love before. It's like a narcotic. At 1st it brings the euphoria of complete surrender. The next day, you want more. You are not addicted yet, but you like the sensation, and you think you can still control things. You think about the person you love for two minutes, and forget them for 3 hours. But then you get used to that person, and you begin to be completely dependent on them. Now you think about him for three hours and forget him for two minutes. If he's not there, you feel like an addict who can't get a fix. And just as addicts steal and humiliate themselves to get what they need, you're willing to do anything for love. -" Pilar, By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept. Paulo Coelho I hope I'm not addicted. But I believe I am. I know I am. "When you love someone, you'll fight for what you feel! But if the one you love loves someone else, let go. A soldier must know when to fight and when to surrender. - galing sa isang supplier ko ng love quotes" And tonight, I choose to end my battle. For I can fight no more. "I am going to sit here with you by the river. If you go home to sleep, I will sleep in front of your house. And if you go away, I will follow you - until you tell me to go away. Then I'll leave.... I guess I'll have to start packing for the next chapter of my freakin' life. .... BUT I HAVE TO LOVE YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE." - BtRPISDaW, Paulo Coelho STOP. IT's TIME TO MOVE ON. AND I WILL... -------------------------------- Plug lang! Suportahan nyo naman ang bagong ebook ni kuya Rowan. Thanks!:D *** Labas na ngayon ang unang ebook ni Rowan Canlas Velonta. Ang Mga Gabi ng Pag-aabang ay hindi koleksyon ng pokpok poems kundi katipunan ng mga tulang personal, isinataludtod na kwento ng mga kaibigan, himutok ng kung sino, minsan sa kung saan o kung kailan- mga tula ng pagmamahal at pagkabigo, ng paglimot at pag-aabang. Sabi nila: Pumipintig ang puso ng lungsod sa mga taludtod at tumutulay sa pagitan ng surreal at real ang mga talinghaga. Sa Mga Gabi ng Pag- aabang itinula ni Rowan Velonta ang pasyon at ragasa ng kape sa pulso ng gunitang malapot, mapaghintay at hindi nagmamadali. -Jose Jason L. Chancoco Una kong nakilala si Rowan sa Tinig.Com dahil sa tula niyang Kumpisal ng Paglaya. Bumalikwas ako nang una kong mabasa ang tulang yon, kako, palaban, umaaklas, nag-iiwan ng bakas sa gunita ang kanyang mga talinghaga. Aliw na aliw ako sa karakter na nilikha niya sa persona ng tula. Kako, ito ang babaeng kahahangaan ko nang lubos. Nang magkaroon ng pagkakataon na magkapalitan kami ng email, nalaman kong lalaki pala si Rowan. --Jun Lisondra Maaaring ma-download ang kanyang mga tula DITO (wag na mahiya, i click na!) pasa pasa!

Booyah! I received my award yesterday. Whew. I mean WHEW. The night was filled with talented artists. Majority of which were young writer. Cool. Really cool. I don't want to stress myself out and give all the details. It might turn out boring for those who are not literature enthusiasts, and a dream come true to those who breath through literature. I met/saw a whole bunch of new people. Palanca people were so nice! I'm not saying this because I won, but because they were really nice. Pagpasa palang namin ng entry, natuwa na kami kasi sobrang babait nila. Then i saw Dean and Nikki Alfar for the first time. I immediately recognized the familiar faces 'coz i frequent their sites. Astig. Cute couple. Congrats po ulit!:D Then, there was Arnold Pascua II. He won the 3rd place in the category in which I belonged. Cool guy. He was quite quiet, but I can tell that he is nice and there was a pretty hilarious side of him. I kinda liked his 'kutsara and tinidor' hirit(don't ask). Feeling ko magkakasundo kami 'coz we both needed a crash course for HOW TO DELIVER NON-CORNY JOKES 101. Dr. Cirilo Bautista was there too. Wow. You know, I really admire him, not just as a writer, but as a person. He was so simple. He managed to stand out in a sea of glamour with his simplicity. He was dressed up like (if my memory serves me right) how he was dressed last Fiction Forum at UST. Cool.:D Then, Mr. Manuel Buising. He is the writer of ABS-CBN's 'Mga Anghel na walang langit', writer of some of FPJ's movies and *ehem ehem* this year's Hall of Fame Awardee. Oh, by the way, we share the same table with him the whole night:) Proof? Winners with kins (This photo was just sent to me, and I was not the one who took the picture because that would be humanly impossible. Behave and never claim this pix as yours. Alright?) Click to enlarge

Please don't ask me who these people were. Honestly, i don't know them either, but they are all nice. Swear.

I haven't uploaded our photos yet. Mom's asleep and i don't want to bug her just to ask where the digicam is.

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Photos taken using my cellphone. (from left to right)

While I was browsing some books at the library, I came across this poem (On our way back from Balic-Balic). Balic Balic is a place very very very near where i live. Hershey, Marj, Abu(though bandang Espana kasi sya), Cjay and some of my friends live there. Too bad my memory's too poor to remember the author's name. Shoot me.

A flower. I was not the one who took this. Admit it. It's pretty. No. It's sublime. Jenny was responsible for that. Maybe I need to admit that I suck in photography.

I took this while thinking of the humanity while inside the cab on our way to Palanca yesterday. It was a random picture of a building. I told you, I suck in photography.

Here's my personal favorite. Dale, Jen and I were walking home and, as always, we passed through Lover's Lane. Dale and Jen invited me to stay 'till 3pm, but i insisted on going home, because I lacked so much sleep (and my cough and colds are killing me! HELP!). But i have to fix something I completely forgot again(damn. poor poor memory) that was why we have to seat for a couple of minutes on one of the benches. I hardly noticed *look left, see pic* yet because it was near-to-hidden. Dale was making kulit(ah! cono alert!) and I accidentally turned around and I saw the rose petal-full 'I -heart-u' Yiki! I think that was really really sweet.

*I remember in another instance (nabasa ko sa blog ni sis), a big big 'SORRY' was written instead and it was placed on the main field. Which was sweeter?

**I remember nanaman, May nakasalubong akong dalawang kuya Architecture students sa Lover's Lane a couple of days ago. They where carrying a large large bouquet of red roses and two large plastics full of red rose petals. I don't want to connect it with the 'I -heart-u'

*** I remembered a lot. My memory's not that poor, after all!:D